Scattered . . .

I go home tommorrow.  Am I happy?  I guess.  I little part of me wonders if it’s because I do not feel like my home is my home.  I left in a hurry.  I knew I had to go to the conference in Oakland and visit my friend in the Napa Valley.  My room is a mess.  And I dislike the way things are going at my job.  I need a change.

My friend whom I love dearly is trying to fix me up with this guys works with her husband. I do think she knows me well enough but I do not think I am confident enough to meet him. I have emailed him because he asked her to pass it on. But if he wanted to meet me I would run the other way. I am not happy with myself. She says I should not worry if I am good enough for him but whether he is good enough for me. I am at a point in my life that I do not want rejection or welcome it. It’s not easy to put yourself out there. I guess I wil just have to.

I went to San Fransico today. I want to live there. It was beautiful.  I didn’t take any pictures but we are going back before I head to Atlanta.

Mission Statement

To live life fairly, creatively, and compassionately.

Treat others the way I would like to be treated.

And to always have a purpose for living       

This Gossip Girl Meme was actually borrowed from tickle.com.

Gossip is:  Normal. What can I say?  My name should be Gabby.

Would you rather be super-rich or super-smart?  lil of both.  If I had to choose super smart.

To you being the “It girl” means:  Standing for what you believe in.

Ever been caught spreading rumors?  Yes.  Shamed about it, yes.

How do you get that guy to like you?  If he is not already into you than it’s his problem not yours.

You got back stapped what do you do know?  Nothing.  Things go wrong, I learned to let people handle their own insecurities.

Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them. http://sweetsouthernspirited.blogspot.com/
1. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
2. Pick your month of birth (see below).
3. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
4. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
5. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!APRILActive and dynamic- dynamic, yes.  Active, No.Decisive and hasty but tends to regret- yes, because I always think what if something better comes along.Attractive and affectionate to oneself- Does this suggest I might be vain?  If it does I am not.  I am actually very self conscious.  Strong mentality. - YesLoves attention.- Who doesn’t love attention? Diplomatic.- Very much so.Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems.- Yes, because I would never want any one to feel too bad if I could help it.Brave and fearless.- Not fearless.  I am afraid of my own shadow.Adventurous. – Yes, that’s a guarantee with me.  I live for an adventure.Loving and caring.- Yes.Suave and generous.- Yes.  I am not as generous. Emotional.- I am so emotional.  I am one of those people who cry about commercialsAggressive. – I tend to be.Hasty.- sometimes I think I make rash decisions in hast.Good memory.- I use to have a good memory but anxiety took it away.Moving.-what?!!Motivates oneself and others. – People tend to need motivation, I feed off of others energy at times.Sickness usually of the head and chest.-  Ha-ha.  Yes I am a self professed head case. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.-  All my experiences with the opposite sex they have been surprised at how sexy I am in a venerable situation.All Months:

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.I tag everyone who wants to try !

Perfection a stole meme.

• The perfect outfit:  An outfit revolving around a great pair of heels.
• The perfect meal:  pancakes, scramble eggs with cheese, cup of Joe’s coffee
• The perfect hangover cure:  lots of water and bread
• The perfect road trip:  East coast to west coast
• The perfect facial feature:  great eyes
• The perfect drink:  sex on the beach
• The perfect song:  “Low”
• The perfect sign of affection:   kiss on the forehead
• The perfect afternoon:  movies, shopping, and a date afterwards
• The perfect vacation:  Paris, France
• The perfect invention:  Internet
• The perfect type of wedding: modern yet traditional
• The perfect accent: CK One
• The perfect date:  Dinner at a unique place, pleasant conversation, something fun (paint balling)
• The perfect weather:  mild and sunny
• The perfect party: friends and loads of cool people, great music, food, drinks
• The perfect sport:  figure skating
• The perfect thing to say:  “I love you just the way you are.” I left this one alone.  I think that is the perfect thing you could say to anyone.
• The perfect day of the week:  Friday

If I had to be a color, I would be PINK!!!!!

Because pink is more powerful than people think.  Pink is sophisticated, girlie, and strong.