Work Matters

My work matters.  A lot of individuals do not think that they matter in their place of employment but I want people to know I know I matter.  I have been having some hard times at work that is no secret.  I have a hard time of telling what is right and wrong in the work place.  I know who I can turn too and who I can’t.  Sometimes it just hurts to come to work.  I do love the work I do and this agency has provide me with the scope to love my work even more. 

When does the pond become too small/  And how does the fish get from the pond to the ocean?

This entry may seem a little off.

Scattered

Into the Future

Where do I see myself in five years:

• First of all, I’ll be 31 years old.  Yuck.  Okay double yuck.
• Finished with my Masters in Public Health
• Able to travel more around the world
• I don’t see kids, just yet.  But I do think I would make an excellent Auntie or Godmother to some.
• Hopefully in a committed relationship with a gorgeous, talented, and intelligent man
• My car would be paid off
• Sleeping in a queen size bed
• I would host brunches and dinner parties

Tired and Cramping

Yep, it’s official I am on the sick and shut in list.  I do not feel well, but I am still at work.  I don’t think my boss will let me go home.  I am so drained.  I am staying hydrated though and I am keeping my negative thoughts down.  Did I mention I have been drinking a lot of water?  Well, I have.

This weekend is going to be so much fun.  Breaking Dawncomes out Friday.  I get my hair done Saturday and I am going out with a friend (whose baby shower I am planning).  I hope to finish the book by Sunday.

Can a girl get a piece of caramel cake and some coffee?!

Chuck Bass

Hear me out.  I had a dream last night that i was married to chuck Bass.  He truly loved me and I was head over heels for him.  We were great, he even gave me start up capitol for my own business.  Everything was great.  His father even tried to ruin our marriage by saying I was cheating, which was proven false.  Eventually we got pregnant and I found him cheating one me with the maid.  I left him.  He claimed he still loved me, but I couldn’t be with him.  I had the baby and remained focused on my business.  Chuck would not grant me a divorce, extinguished my business, and took our child.  All I cared about was our daughter.  He wouldn’t let me see her.  Finally I get a message to come to the penthouse where we lived, where he gave me a option of getting back together with him.  I refused but he dangled our daughter as bait.  I decided to stay and he made things worse.  He forced me to be with him and I got pregnant again.  That’s when I woke up. 

Things I want to Wear

Easy Sunday

slept late

ate a ninety nine cent frozen dinner

spent the day with my mother

ate at the Hong Kong buffet

the jumbo hot wing place got robbed (I was down there last Sunday)

Yay Weekend

My plans for the weekend include:

• Going to see Mama MIa
• A friend’s barbaque
• Cleaning my room
• Writing a little (which is different for me)

My Sig,

I don’t think it should be my name though.  I think I am going to change it, but it is cute.

Task 1

A good friend of mines gave me the task of asking a guy out.  I have never even idly talked to a guy that wasn’t providing me a service (he he he.  Seriously on the latte boy),  Any way I cannot believe it, she says I have two weeks.  I am thinking I would rather do it sooner than later.  Yicks, though.

Do women have pick up lines?  I wouldn’t dare.  But a compliment is a nice place to start.  Yeah, I think I will start with a compliment.