Yes, I do think I set myself up, but who doesn’t. I am a dreamer and yes I know dreaming does not get you where you want to go. Dreaming holds your attention to an illusion. I am not as motivated as I thought, because when I want something I generally get it. I have to pace mysel I guess. And I have to live life. I just don’t know what I am so afraid of. Failing? Coming up short? Why?