I went digging through my past today. I was off from work and I decided I wanted my records from school. Because in elementary school I saw a counselor and I do not know what for. A couple of years ago my mother told me the school thought she beat me, because I did not interact and was withdrawn from the other kids. Mind you I have always been an observer. At home I talked a lot but at school I never opened my mouth. I was silent weird kid who was an artist. I just want to know what the school wrote and their prespective on the whole situation. Hence why I went to look for my records.
I have to wait two months before I know anything from the school. If they have something or not? They might not even have it in my records. I think that is right foul, they should keep everything and remove nothing. Everyone has a past and sometimes people need that past to get through the future. I am so torn over this. I am still me though. I love my being and my life right now.