I love working in “sex” work, meaning HIV and STD prevention work. I just do not want to be stuck doing paper work and data entry. My job has turned into many jobs, like a lot of others in my field. I just don’t like it anymore. I use to think being unhappy with my job was wrong. Many of my family members have jobs to support them and they think I am just whining. I don’t want a job though I want a career. To me a job is an extension of yourself. By all means if you love cleaning the streets if New York, that’s what you love doing. I am trying to justify why I believe a job is an extension of ones self and I don’t have to. My job is an extension of me, period. It’s time for me to get out of my comfort zone and try something new. I worry that I don’t have any experience or true talents, but I can’t worry about that any more. I have to make myself uncomfortable and change.