I think I am trully losing it. First the car accident and now I cannot control my thoughts. I have a hard time concentrating. I am losing my focus. I cannot blame this on anyone but me. I wish I could be a care free twentysomething but I am not. Throughout my life I was not able to be carefree, I’ll save that for when I am older.
I want a life outside of work because work has become it for me. I am always on the clock, always. Somethings never leave me, never.