I am not living life, I am letting life happen. I’ve become a bore to myself. A complete bore. I want people to invite me out to do things, like the club or other events I am interested in. I am letting my perceptions of what people think get in the way of me being myself.
I am at a crossroad and I have to choose which direction I am going to go in. What my next journey might be. Yes, I am scared of the unknown but it’s better than being on the same road doing the same thing for the rest of my life. I have to make better choices and tell people basically to shut the hell up.
I am not happy with my life. I am not. I can keep saying it over and over again but nothing is going to change that it’s still the same. I have to do something, I have to be me. Sing my song. Act in the story of my life. Yes, I am dramatic and a little depressed but it’s the way I feel and think. And to be honest I don’t have to explain myself to you.