I am a tad ashamed of myself. I let my insecurities get the best of me. It’s no secret that I am not confident in myself but I at least thought I made a milestone to be comfortable in my own skin. Guess what? I haven’t!!!! And it sucks. I don’t even know what to say for myself except that I need to get over it. Everyone is made of flesh and blood. Everyone comes into this world naked. When does things change and people create tiers for themselves?
Maybe I look at others in awe because I haven’t accomplished my own goals. I have recently went through journals from the past two years and the goals are the same goals I have now.
· Lose weight
· Upgrade me (appearance)
· Get into graduate school
· Move out
· Manage money better
I want to accomplish these goals. Sooner than later. What am I going to do? Be more proactive in my goals. I am going to accomplish several of these by next year. Stay tuned.