I do not feel pretty. I know I am not hideous but I do not feel desirable. I want to see Twilight the movie again. This would be my third time. It’s not the best movie ever; however I am intoxicated with the love story. I want someone to love me and be there for me. I don’t pit myself out there to meet guys because I do not feel my best. I feel fat and old looking.
The fat thing will be taken care of in due time. I have surgery scheduled for December 8 to remove my polyp and 8cm cyst. All is well though. My monthly gift has yet to show but whatever. I don’t care. So hopefully within the next two months I will lose a good amount of weight. If the weight does not melt off I am going to run before work. I love jogging. Simply love it.
Old looking, no matter what female friend I go out with I am asked if I am her mother. How are guys going to mack on me if they think I am their mother or I give them that vibe. How? I am twenty six years old but men seem to think I am like in my thirties. It’s such a yuck factor.
These two are what’s hindering from finding a man or going after one