A few of m friends have been administering tough love these past couple of days and I am really down about it. Really down about it. Apparently I am not as great as I thought I was. Ok so now I am playing the victim. All my problems are being brought on by me. I feel out of it. Hell even the low grade cancer is my fault. I flip flop weight so much my hormones cannot stabilize hence the low grade cancer. I don’t want petty from anyone, it’s just annoying.
I need to be a better me, put out what I want to receive. I have to get myself together.