I am having issues. Last Friday I was in a car accident which wasn’t may fault. I feel bad and tired and alone. I know we are in a recession but there has to be some glee. the truth is I am still shaken up from the accident and really sore. Really sore. But I think I’m a little embarrassed, because I got into another accident. It’s like I’m making this stuff happen to me, if this makes sense. I don’t feel like I have control of what happens to me. And I am not living my life to the fullest and I stuck in a rut. And hell people keep hitting me in vehicles.