Things are getting tense. Everywhere. At work and my personal life.
I can’t really say what but it’s bad. I feel fragile like if you stare at me too hard I’ll break.
I’m worried about everyone including myself. And I feel helpless.
And I feel too self consumed. I am always wondering why people worry too much about themselves and not others. It seems that I am focusing too much on myself and not a lot on others. But it’s work to just get out of the bed. It’s work to drive. It’s work to work.
I don’t want anyone to think I’m giving up on them, just like I wouldn’t want anyone to give up on me.