I am not struggling with weight loss because if I were I’d stand a shot. Instead I am letting my weight control me.
Even now I want to leave the office and get French fries and a burger. Yeah I had lunch but it was boring and failed to deliver. Ok the truth is it wasn’t fried, ice cream, or dipped in chocolate. Right now I am fighting the urge even though I want to just go for the door and my car.
It’s easy for me to be overweight. I don’t have to work on it. It’s all about indulgence, instant gratification.
I have plenty of motivations to lose weight:
- My oncologist has strongly suggested it, even recommending gastric bypass.
- I look at myself and think that I am sloppy. I don’t even want to look at me naked how am I going to get a man to?
Those are just some. And those should be enough but they’re not. I rather eat than save my own life and feel good about myself.