I’m a cyper stalker, I want to know what people are going (i.e, Ex colleages and ex friends). One thing I realized is I need to stop comparing myself to others and I need to stop caring so much about what people think. I really need to pump up the confidence and focus on my life. Believe me my energy has been going every way but in a good way.
I need my energy to focus on me. Yes, it sounds selfish (at least to me). But I have a lot going on. More than I care to share or work through, but I have to start putting the energy back on me in a positive light. I need to shine, instead of hitching a ride to a star.
This year has really been rough and I haven’t made any difficult decisions, but I wonder why I’m so freaking rutty sometimes (stuck in a rut).
I have a lot to think about and move past. I pledged in 2010 I will live in the present, but I’m starting today. Yes, right here right now. Anything is possible. I believe I can do it.
Now I have to go to bed, because I have a crazy last day of class. 😦 I’m sad about it, but it wasn’t the best science class. I think t gave me something to do, something to strive for. In the end, it’s my last science class ever. I’m so not cut out to be a nurse. I’m more of a social services gal.