I have been thinking a lot about resolutions/goals for 2011. I feel defeated by it, they seem like the same goals from last year and the year before. Am I not working hard to reach my goals? I don’t know. I keep thinking of the message Pray Until Something Happens. Should I make the same goals until they happen? Are should I make brand spanking new ones? The question comes up what do I want? I don’t think I want a lot, but my family and friends seem to think I am asking for the moon. They think I should be grateful for what I have. And I am. I just want other things, for things to be different.
- My own space with no distractions
- A job that pays well and where I am challenged and can move up
- To go to new restaurants
- Have money to hang out with my friends
- To be licensed to counsel people and become like a life coach
Looking at it, none of these things are going to happen overnight. I just want them. I feel like I am looking through a store window, but I can’t buy anything in the store. I can’t even go in the store because I cannot fall in love with anything.
I have some 2011 goals written down; I think I might keep them to myself. So they won’t seem so concrete.