I want people to have the answers for me because I don’t have the answers for myself. I constantly feel the ground is shaky and I’m always falling flat on my face. I don’t know what to do. And I am taking people’s suggestions and not feeling them.
At the end of it all I just don’t know what to do.
I’m in my manic state right now. I don’t truly care about public administration or the law for that matter. I’m working days and eight-hour days at that. After work I am so tired I fall asleep in my clothes and contacts.
I think I need some guidance from someone who doesn’t know me.