I know my mother’s new boyfriend is like waiting for me to move out. My brother is gone next week. People are like will you miss him. I think it’s time. I don’t like the reasons why he is moving out but it’s his life. But I just get the sense the boyfriend wants me out-of-the-way. Out the way. I am also so tense, for several reasons.
Things aren’t what they seem and some things are what they seem. I’m just thinking about a lot of things. Worried that I have lost the game of life. What happened when you lost the boardgame? Being positive is so so hard. I need prayer.