I am just worried. People say worrying doesn’t do anything for you but I say that doesn’t stop my worrying. I don’t have the job that I want or that can provide me with the means to take care of myself. I see the looks in strangers eyes, my families eyes, and my friends faces. I’m enjoying life too much. Too much not to pay all my bills. I use to be so darn dependable and pay my bills on time. Now I’m letting things get the best of me. I bought two big things in the last month, when I could have used the money to pay me bills. When did I become the irresponsible person?
Yes, I make nine dollars and eighty cents an hour but I can do better with that. It doesn’t stretch as far as I would like.
I guess I just need to woman up. I’m going to pray about it!