For once in my life I do not have a concrete plan. I am use to knowing where I am going and why. I know that path that I should take. And I arrive when I arrive. It seems like recently I have just lost it. I want a well paying job in the non-profit sector. And I want to go back to school, but both seem really difficult.
I feel like the loser grown up who stays with her mom. The scary person lurking in the shadows. I keep thinking that I need to get my head in the game, but how much time do I need to get my head in the game. All my time seems to be thinking and waffling. I’m in a rut and I do not know how to move forward.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?
I am a fan of action plans. I think maybe I need an action plan. But maybe I am doing a lot of planning and not enough doing. Maybe I need to do and not plan. I am afraid I am letting life just happen.