My life has become a mess in 2012. I complete mess.
The only joy I have right now is young adult dystopian novels and my Walmart app. I want to read Mindy Kaling’s book, but funds are lacking and I have a cruise to go on.
The Bahamas is going to be nice. The car ride is probably the worse thing. Plus I know my friend does not trust my driving.
I posted earlier that my mom has a boyfriend. He is at our house every time he has free time. I feel uncomfortable, not to think that he;s going to kill me or anything. But he makes me feel like I don’t belong in the house, like I am infringing on his girlfriend and their time. Worse thing is I think he’s here to stay.
Maybe I just don’t get it because I don’t have a love interest. I hope I don’t spend all my free time with them.
I just feel expendable to family and friends.
A season, a reason, and a lifetime.
I have a good best friend. We have been through a lot of drama and now she is embarking on a new adventure (having a baby).
I have said before that over the past year friendships have changed. It’s true. I have had friends moved away and friendships that just didn’t make it. I have also made new friends who I think will last a lifetime. All this has happened over the past 18 months.
Todays reverb is appreciate. I think over the past year I have learned to appreciate basic things, even though I love craft stuff and books. I appreciate my friend and family. My BFF is the best, she’s like the sister that I have but she actually gets me. Yeah we get into way random fights but it’s worth it to keep her in my corner. My mother has really been there for me. For one she lets me live in her house, even though I am messy girl and I have a lot of things. My brother has been there for me through lots of emergency room trips. Lots. also my Aunt, even though she is weird. Yeah, every weird. And sometimes makes me mad, but this year we have been more tolerant of each other’s flaws.