With great power comes great responsibility. The super-center promoted me to a supervisor. It’s more money which takes a little bit of weight off my shoulders but it’s a lot more responsibility. I’m not going to lie, I feel like I am making mistakes at every turn.
But my faith is holding strong. I can get through it. I have a good set of people in front and behind me.
First 2013 can’t be like the past five years of my life. I refuse to live in fear and enslaved in it. I’m going to be different. Because if you want different outcomes then you have to do different things.
I am totally everywhere. I keep thinking about where am I. What am I doing? My life is passing me by.
I’m 30. I’m not even thirty, I’m 31. Eeek, I almost forgot.
Living at home working at the megacenter. I don’t know how to move forward. I am stuck!!!! And I feel I suck. I am sucking at life. Moving out would make me feel better but I don’t make anything. My checks are four hundred dollars no matter how long I work.
Firstly, I miss my niece. She moves a lot but I love her.
- Digging: getting my room clean and Target
- Drinking: cheap fruit punch
- Eating: Cheese pizza
- Listening: Glee. Can’t watch it
- Wearing: yoga pants and four dollar JC Penney shirt
- Reading: While We Were Watching Downton Abbey
- Feeling: Like there are not enough hours in a day
- Weather: raining hard
- Wanting: more money
- Needing: more money
- Wishing: for a major life change
I made meatballs tonight and my mom and niece loved it. It made me feel good that they loved and devoured them. I was beginning to think that my cooking was terrible. Guess not.
Now I can set forth and cook more things.
My little must have from Nordstrom.
I am trying something new. No, blogging isn’t new for me. But I haven’t been blogging constantly since I got laid off in 2009. I’ve been in a funk and just existing And I cannot do that anymore. If I want a life, I have to go out and get one.
I have to be more than just my job. I have to have more than just my job going on for me. My job and Game of Thrones are keeping me fat and in the same place I’ve been for a while. The starting line is behind me and I am at a steady pace. I’m ready to enjoy this.